Date: 20-November-2007, 20:23 Subj: Ignored? Neglected? Rejected? Filter:    Public Tags: musing

My heart is full of festering anger and resentment.

Burning and churning and growing larger everyday.

I just want it to go away.
Not that important.
No big deal.

*sighs*

Illuminating though.

My pride will heal.

See... I offered to give away something special to me to others in honor of my birthday. Lovely, isn't it? You know how many people took me up on my offer?

Oh, come on. Guess?

Zero.

Two people couldn't say no. They were going to say yes anyway. I knew that.
Three others were reminded in my fit of temper tantrum and replied only because of that, not because they actually read anything I wrote to begin with - or read it and didn't care and were only shamed into saying yes later.

One of those three I don't even fucking know. Utter stranger.

Seething with rage just under my skin.

So, I'm just going to burn the extra CDs and send them to more people who don't have the option of saying no or ignoring me.
My relatives.

Wow. That makes me feel grand.

It's nice to be unread when I *know* I'm unread.
It sucks to think there are people paying attention and being sadly mistaken.

I'm slothing all that dead weight off come the new year.

The balance needs to be restored.
I am giving way more than I'm getting back.
*laughs*

I am giving and no one wants what I have to offer.

Seething.

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