Date: 25-December-2007, 11:07 Subj: Dream... invocations Filter:    Public Tags: dreams

Lets just dive into this one.

I am sitting in a room, wooden floors, and I say to myself, I'm going to allow any spirit to enter my body. (Fuck knows why my dream self would say such a thing...)

The spirits, as I saw them, were very... anime inspired. They were transparent and bluish-white, but more like ornate cut outs than wispy humans. Um.. like they were mechanical looking almost, weird. Wish I could sketch it for you.

Anyway, they would come up from the floor, drift over to me (I'm looking at myself disembodied at this point) and "sink" in. A few would do this, but some would do it and I'd like glow for a moment. Then I'd wake up and want to do something.

I can't remember the things I did. They took place inside the house, some actions were just erratic behavior, some violent, some sexual, but after the mini spurt I'd fall back asleep and more of them started coming in - and more frequently.

Someone else in the house (unknown to me) commented that someone should stop me. Someone else said that I only got bad when one of the large ones got a hold of me.

Okay, it's gets pretty chaotic, and I am certainly losing control. One of the people there told me I needed to get rid of the principal spirit. For a moment, I thought the 'principal spirit' was the one controlling me, but just before I cut this cord (really, sorta like a phone cable), I said out loud, "I'm the principal spirit!" and I dropped the cord.

The spirit said, "Of course. I need you out of the way so that I can use this body to its full potential."

And I'm like... okay, I've had enough. I wanted to expel all the spirits I'd let in.

I kneeled to the floor and sat back on my feet and began meditating. I was imagining pushing everything out with each out breath. Not once did it occur to my dream self that it wouldn't work. I couldn't see any of the spirits leaving me at first. There was no evidence that it was working, other than the fact that nothing stopped me from meditating.

I did that for a bit and then switched to visualizing 'steeling' my outer shell, if you will. I closed myself to outside influences. I then saw the spirits again, some of them were trying to drift back, I pushed them away with my hand and they went back into the holes in the floor. When I saw most of them were gone I lifted my head and said loudly, "All those gates which were opening will remain closed."

Those other people there looked at me in something like shock and wonder.

I was completely giddy afterwards, bubbly even. I felt like I had gotten everything out because I felt so wonderful.

Three more spirits came up and I couldn't 'shoo' them away. One of the people present stated that I could do it because I had not called them.

These three looked like scruffy very young kittens and a Gray mother, black kitten and white kitten. One of the kittens fucking bit me, the black one, and I could not get it off, not even after banging it against the wall or willing it in front of its mother's face. I'm guessing it eventually let go on its own.

... and that was that dream.

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