Date: 08-August-2007, 09:19 Subj: Feeling Low; Living space Filter:    Public Tags: mundane

My life is a wave of spazz and lull. Well, I've been in a lull and gave into it by sleeping for the past 48 hours.

It went something like 4pm - 7pm sleep, 7pm-9pm eat dinner, digest, 9pm - 5am sleep
4pm - 8pm sleep, 8pm - 10pm eat dinner, digest, 10pm - 2am sleep, (pee break) 2am - 5am sleep

Both days I sat at work *sleepy as all get out* I couldn't take it today. I gave up and walked to Starbucks and got a cup of coffee.

However, during the mini hibernation (which happens to me anyway ever few months) I have the most weird dreams. Everything I've been thinking about, reading, or studying ties into these small stories.

No sense in asking why I'm prone to periods of sleepiness. Probably the same reason I'm prone to acting like a 4 year old on a sugar rush for the same amount of time. It's just me.

Plus, the only thing I have to do at home right now is "clean my room." I have a closet full of stuff I need to go through, clothes I need to set aside for donation, boxes of stuff I need to weed through, and reorganize stuff to make it more kitten friendly.

Totally not interesting when all I want to do is sleep.

Something about living in a dorm room totally ruined my idea of "living space." Ten years later and I still consider a box furniture. When I go furniture shopping the 'coolest' pieces are always in the "storage" section. I like keeping things compartmentalized. Everything I buy is functional. Everything I own is still in my bedroom*. I have an entire house and I've had to force myself to put stuff "in other rooms."

My mind, how screwed it can be.

* There's a bedroom where 'we' sleep and then my husband has a room and I have a room. I don't sleep there, but I 'live' there, so I keep calling it my bedroom even though it's more of a dressing room / Bianca's play room.

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